Angie reminds me that I have more guts than God and I won't lose the love letters I'm sending on my behalf. Justice is one thing I will always fight to the last degree for.
I love Angie. We have been friends for close to 5 years and I can't find find enough time to tell her how much I love her. I look into her eyes and see everything I could ever want. I trust her like no other and miss her tremendously when were apart.
I want her to be happy and I want to finish my letters so I can get on with my incomplete life. Everything feels like it's been on hold and I'm wrapping things up.
Angie and Danielle I love you both for being there for me when I needed you most. The two of you are not divided by love but rather here when I need you and I'm here for you.
I can never have enough friends and these two dream come trues are more than a start. I'm cleaning house and I only want people in my life who care about me and not the fantasy that so many others see. I am visible and so much that's good in their eyes because they took the time to really get to know me. Nothings perfect but these two did not burn me and I can't thank them enough for that.
Angie (Danielle knows this) I can never say I Love You enough and mean it like never before. I'm growing deeper and deeper into who I want to be more like and thank you for your support. It means the world to me.
1968 or 2008 Angie is so special. My heart melts every time and you know I love that like I Love You.
My soulmate Danielle approves 100% and that's cool too.
Have you ever felt like you had too many bad days?
This may have some thing to do with "Everything you've ever been told was wrong for you but nobody knew it syndrome" or something close to that.
Before you put yourself down again - just think? How did you arrive where you are? Your self-talk may be playing worn out messages that make you feel more than lousy and more than once. Some people live their entire live never getting what they truly want.
Worse, they flit from one bad relationship and job to another because their soundtrack is set up for disaster.
This produces a really bad life and in this case bad does not equal good.
By changing your negative tapes that occupy too much space in your mind, you can have everything you want (within reason-you may have to wait for the lotto).
Too many of us come from negative families. Perhaps we never felt like we deserved better in that environment. Maybe it's time to let the old guard down, turn ourselves inside out and become the champions that we have so long desired to be.
Next time something enters your mind that's not worthy, question it and don't believe it for a moment unless it reinforces all the goodness that you are.
We all deserve better and make that sooner than later.
Your new job: Believe all this by challenging your beliefs and claim your new life today. Everything takes time and work but by starting today you restart your life like you could never imagine and just think about that...
Never be a prisoner to your past or you may have a future you never planned on rather than one that fulfills your dreams and so much more.
The more experiences you have the better. How else will you know what you like and don't like. This applies to all areas of your life.
Now, the challenge. Other people who don't exactly work out and really give you a headache. Your job to soul satisfaction and the relationship of your dreams is to not disturb yourself and get yourself so upset that you end up missing out on something you really want but did not see - because your on fire about something that's really not in your future.
Does that make sense?
You will live longer if your stress level is lower and so will your love life. Save your drama for your life story on film and live for today.
If your out holiday shopping - make sure you buy yourself a really nice gift.
A classic song title goes 'Your the best thing that ever happened to me' so remind yourself of that by dedicating something special to you every day.
The love you create is equal to the love you make.
Last note - your best friends and partners will love you for who you are - not your job, money etc. I mean nothing more and nothing less.
You are number one and that's where the focus needs to be. Otherwise your focus will be somewhere else.
Make sure all your power stays with yourself. If it's not you then who is more worthy?
Sometimes you have to take a risk in order to really take care of yourself. Risk taking is not always a win/win deal and sometimes it can be a total lose/lose. A lose can be a win if you can move on to the next goal and accomplish whatever your needs may be.
Some of us - like myself - need to push farther along and risk a crash and burn in order to win. The stakes are high and the payoff is a piece of heaven.
Today, I was willing to die (or crash) with some well thought out risk taking in order to live better. Was it worth it? Yes.
I won a win/win/win/win without burning and feel like I'm on fire. Yes, it gets better but keep in mind that this type of explosive growth opportunity is not for everyone. If your not sure your into this then delegate so you can win more often and stay alive in a world that continues to speed up without breaks.